I will Write

I shall weep today for tomorrow I will be better…

Allow me to feel this and learn from it. I guess, If you are not willing enough to learn you will keep on feeling this way. If you don’t want to accept and understand, you will be stocked. The feeling of pain and hurt. All this time i allowed myself to just feel pain. I always have the option to be happy and feel better, but i never did choose it. Why? Despite of this pain is happiness. Yes, I can find happiness from this. But I also cry over it. hehe. We do cry when our emotion is too much. But too much is bad. I agree. But I wanted it this way. For now. So allow me feel this way. Allow me to be silent. Allow me to hide. Until i find my place again.

“Forbidden to remember; terrified to forget - it is a hard line to walk” - Bella Swan